Forlorn

personality disorder test

2010-08-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

restart, renew

2010-08-18T12:24:00.005+08:00

Helloooo I have no idea how many of my friends still check this space out but surprise surprise! I keep making this mental note that there's nothing to blog about and it's plain dumb to leave your thoughts here where this supposed 'private' space is easily accessible by the public, anyone. Then I realized this could probably be a comfortable platform for my friends to be updated about me? I truly miss each and every single of them. No qualms. As for the restart of this is somewhat inspired by the gift of writing. I think I've lost the ability to craft out something decently intellectual hence explains the comeback of blogging! Don't you just miss me? :)

Anyways, there are really plentiful series of things that had befall on me since November 2009. From A levels, results, university applications to futile attempt in appeal of admissions, they're really nothing but jaw dropping disappointments which coupled with all other possible odds. Well, I managed to tide over and get over the fact I'm a year slower than my peers, still. In spite of that, I don't deny the photo tags in Facebook home page timeline is a blow to me but ah guess I just have to learn it well and try again next year! That sucks. Now you know my plight.

Oh yes, I was at Universal Studios Singapore yesterday with a friend and friend's couple friends. Hmm it was undeniable that USS was great but... I think after all it's still the company that matters. I really wished I was with people who were closer to heart? You know? I thought of them now and then there haha! Right, I know you might be thinking I'm mean to the companions I was with but hey! I'm not despising their presence, just that it would probably have been even better with them there.

Okay it should be one of the very westernized place in Singapore and I simply fell in love with the thrilling rides there. A pity the main attraction wasn't opened. But it's okay b'cos I'm going there again with my LOVES, right?!!? :) Plus the prices of food there is all jacked up, what a pain in the ass right but ah well guess it's just one of their strategy to earn a speedier turnover haha

Post A's blues

2009-11-25T11:09:00.004+08:00

They told me to drop the worries.
They assured me that I'll be fine.
They even cheered me onto the final lap.

That's b'cus they do not know my plight.

I think the world is evolving (too swift for me to catch up). In such a way that I feel exotic living in it. Why is it so that materialism matters so much? So much so that people lost their humanity. Am I one of them?

I'm churning in dubious moments..

Second thoughts

2009-08-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

Just yesterday, I caught a television programme on Overseas CIP by celebrities. The sights of children feeling all lit up from receiving of aid definitely brings certain heartwrenching moments. That moment, I told myself I ought to give some back which I might have taken in a way or another, to the society some day, somehow, somewhere. Of which this also brings regrets in me that I didn't complete the application form for OCIP with the school last year. Whywhywhy. Ohwell. Bygones huh.

Some things when done, consequences weren't thought upon, thus leading to agony in another person. Still, some things are better left unsaid. I luv mysteries. I luv surprises even more.

Deep down, I know the importance of acute ignorance. But why am I trying so hard?

Hiatus

2009-07-31T21:46:00.001+08:00

Hey there lovely fervent friends-readers, don't bother checking out here already k? I'ma wanna make social life a halt so....let's make cyberworld a taboo. M-u-g shall be prioritised. Oh yeah, I should stop checking out The Second Deconstruction, Facebook, Twitter..

If you've methods on controlling the use of computer, tell me k? Thanks b'cus it'd be greatly appreciated.

Prelims' in 2 weeks' time..

When unhappiness sets in, I...

2009-07-30T21:44:00.001+08:00

don't know what I'll do.

Eyes would eventually be unblinded

2009-07-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

You reeked of fouls, but hid it well, so that makes everyone oblivious.

I don't blame them. Oh, what's with blogger anyway?

Fearless

2009-07-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

When it's subdued, it become dauntless. But when would that be?

I believe in Karma, a bitch.

2009-07-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Now time to bite your lips and watch in disbelief.

On-the-lips

2009-07-25T00:25:00.001+08:00

Am starting to screen with a taint.

Fake, Feign, Lies

2009-07-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's no longer about truths. I'm telling you, I hate you but it's hysyerical that I still bother to feign.

Stormy.

2009-07-22T20:54:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why I just have this penchant to the emotional self torture.

......

Not once, twice but recurrently.

Indifferent.

2009-07-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

In lies, we search for truths.
In searching, we get hurt.
In trying, we fail.

Friendship of bleakness

2009-07-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

Didn't you hear me screaming hysterically inside?

Transformer was good though I didn't get much parts in the midst. Megan Fox, woots!

Oh & so much so for the exploitation of free labour in lieu of Jogathon.... We were world class cleaners for once; should do our part in fight against H1N1.

FML

2009-06-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

Was left in a huff that i deactivated the blog, facebook account... Try waiting in vain for 1h or so, sitting lonesomely (like a FT) at bus stop with everything dying on you? Like....with the Ipod's battery low, phone's utterly dead (left me kinda frantic, so lesson learnt: charge whtv chargeable everyday). What's with the world? I've been experiencing late instances, so I deserve it (not minutes but one hour?)? Oh I think I seriously can submit this absurdity to FML.com.

Zomg I haven't started reading TIME magazine, think I'd be shredded alive b'cus Mrs Teo's gonna flip the mag arbitrarily for us to explain/discuss that article to/with her. As a matter of fact, I did nothing related to Physics & Economics...what's this? :( I really need the study leave.

Never felt so screwed.

Sixes and sevens.

Lee Min Ho the luv!!!

2009-06-22T21:52:00.005+08:00

I know this is insane but he makes me melt. What every-girl-wants boyfriend material. Speaking of which, he looks so so much to the infinity better looking in straight hair than curly's! Aww, I'm going to continue slumbering into the dreamland. XXX.

The 4 friends

2009-06-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

"Courage is meeting relentless of failures that your enthusiasm persists" -I forgot who :S

As usual, settled myself into a mugging mood at snow city, with XB & the other 2 girls who heartwarmingly joined. What hit me was that fatty bumpkin opposite me kept fidgeting, wonder what's with her ass? Oh it's awfully fat & round, kiss it! :) Truth to be spelt, I couldn't accomplish as much as last week, somehow got into trans-mode midway through the war. Not me alone aites, I'm no slacker, heh.

Oh ya, I'm pretty appalled with Addy's $8 Domo-Kun pictured manicure on both thumbs, that's a pretty waste of moolah please! Whoops no offence, as long as you like it, I'd luv it as much as you do bcus I luv you:) The chinese idiom, y'knw? My chinese ain't that bad afterall, winks.

You can contemplate classifying today as my embarrassing day. First and foremost, over at KOI, there's actually no selection of sugar level for chocolate milk tea (so it turned out sweet like a brownie, can die) yet I blatantly blurted out "25% etc etc" like a choo-train while ordering, so trains of laughters thereafter but that was kindly ignored by the cashier. Wow utter friendliness, right XB (SB HAHAHAHA)? That's the 2nd time fyi. Too bad I can't recall my first embarrassment lest you could've had a nice pre-bedtime laugh.

Next up was of course the scoldings of being "siao" by an aunty. Instead of retreating, I burst into an even more exaggerated laughter & went on to spout nonsense. Not that we're thick skinned, it's just that I'm pretty sure we're being taught to face obstacles with optimism & I categorized this under that. So yup, you get the picture, I hope. Anyhows, should still learn to hold back laughters & not land myself into a circus huh. KKKKK.

Why don't they extend the June vacations? I want it neither to shop nor meddle with miscellaneous stuffs (though I'd madly luv to) but to catch up with concepts ya? The school already robbed us of the first 2 weeks.:( There you go, time is certainly not with me with school reopening, at least. Aww.

I truly have no idea why am I rattling on and typing so much in this post, guess the blogging gas just got into me unknowingly? As much as I've told my cussies I couldn't wait for agonies of A's to end, they added that there's more to come in Uni. Like demand of independent learning? Zomg I so don't possess the discipline in me. Double downs.

Abruptness I know, XOXO. (What's this? Will someone enlighten me? I'll luv you tonnes.)

To my loveliest, HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY!!!!!

2009-06-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

It scares me as it ticks.

Forlorn.

2009-06-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

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Finally saw the ass which I haven't done so in the past 2.5 years! Gosh ain't that XYZ long? Anyhow, now that she's back, she's got pretty bad sense of directions that we lost our way whilst getting ourselves to chomps! Or is it always like that? And oh I love the oreo milkshake :) When's the airport date man! On 2nd thoughts, i might not wanna hear your complaints no more......haha!

Afterwhich, we had the simple legalisation affair for Xuan. I know I was the largest disappointment lest I wouldn't feel those tinge of guilt inside out. You know I still love you! (Today's TPY dinner was satisfying despite the lateness huh!)

Not that I'm intending a big hoo-ha. I know it's indeliberate & such coincidence that all's occupied but I can't help feeling unimportant. So the 18th ain't great after all. Come 21st please.

friends,not.

2009-06-12T11:57:00.001+08:00

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The Rufu Run

I guess this is my pioneer time in the entire decade that I've attended such events in Soka. I've always been an inactive member & refused to show up as such. I'd always fabricate some lies that I'm busy or whatsoever. Hahah it obviously turned out better than how my thoughts had swung me to. Well, got to communicate with some people there & realized they're pretty nice:) Just hope I'd sustain the passion for Soka & continue to go out for activities. Oh, my trainer wanted me to praise him in my post. I guess I shan't not do so huh? Lest the string of sarcasm might just be leaked out from the bag.

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Just last week, something absurd befall on me. My mobile phone was stolen just in a split second, where my bag was left unzipped, which i find it utterly dramatic. I initially thought that I was careless b'cus i was often reminded to have my bag zipped in school. I'm guessing that person is really an unscrupulously shrewd whom had been practising his skills on stealing for years (a friend said that theft is a skill too). Students with backpacks just had to be less oblivious to the surroundings please! Friends please message me your name with number (my number remains unchanged), thanks:)

Phew, holiday lessons finally ceased with me oversleeping on the last day. Anyway, I was already contemplating if i should show up in school today b'cus it's just 2 hours of lessons. I know I ought to, but......since I overslept, the thought just slip through. The past 2 weeks was intense, but I really enjoyed it..... NOT. Now I'm just hoping the momentum lasts, till the end of A's. You guys too, yes! Oh s'posed to have class camp tonight till dawn the next day where we do nothing except playing, but then Mrs ET ain't feeling well, so it's cancelled, hope she'd have a speedy recovery:) The whole idea of the class camp is an awfully wonderful idea, no? I haven't come across it until this year.

Certain things aren't meant to be mentioned here....so I shall keep it between my diary & I.

Seems like sugarcoating works on me..

untitled.

2009-05-08T23:41:00.004+08:00

Been cocooned in habitual lifestyle lately. I l o v e it.

It was like famine camp at home. The 6 bananas yesterday night indeed satisfied my hunger pangs where i was lazy to get packed food. (I always am!?) I rather starve than to go get food. Btw, i unknowingly took a 12 hour nap on Tuesday. Guess this might become the joke of the day for some? Reason being, my phone's timings are 24 hour based, i jolly well was aware yet i set an alarm incorrectly!!! I thereby crowned the world's dumbest joke title.

After this weekends, everything resumes to original 5-school days routine, bet it's gonna get tiresome as time proceeds, with upcoming tests for various subjects. What's more, i've been experiencing most terrifying nightmares.. Sigh.

Quit atrocious habits.
I'm glad my relation with the cyberspace has been improving..

self centred? human nature.

2009-04-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

The rule of thumb is all about human nature, don't expect. D a m n i t.

Ace A's

2009-04-20T19:49:00.001+08:00

1. Stop being a grudger.
2. Mug like a bull, work like a fool.
3. Be a better friend/person.

Bcus there's things to elevate you to cloud 9.

Love @ 1st sight

2009-04-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

Prolongated

2009-03-29T21:34:00.015+08:00

Now, i'm really in need of more than 24hours a day, seriously have got bad time management :( It's mostly spent on gibberishs that work progress is pretty stale.. Facebook, facebook, the culprit, my accomplice actually, i'm the mastermind, ahmwahahahah. Btw, ToGetHer otherwise Superstar Express on YouTube is the latest squeeze!!! The 1st episode deactivated my cells but along the way, it got me hooked again! It's silly yet sweet. Prolly sth i deem as fairytale. Well, you get my idea, 48/72 hours?

It sucks b'cus i can't conquer complex numbers, then coming to think of it, when have i ever conquered anything since posted to JC? Loser. Apart from that, feels great to be 'hidden' at home entirely throughout the weekends. Had green apple milk tea, choco frappe @ Starbucks' next! Hahahaha insatiable craves. Don't remind me, mass PE 1st thing in the fresh morning.

I needa catch a movie soon, haven't done so in > 3 months. Dates, anyone?

"The key to time management: Focus less on the time in your life, and more on the life in your time." -Alan Cohen

netizen's say

2009-03-28T18:34:00.004+08:00

Been merciless with calories intake that i'm turning into a meaty fatass. No joke. How's that with kinder bueno for breakfast?:) Neighbour's been whipping up delicacies at home with aroma being brought by the winds. Aww sadly, have got no share b'cus i ain't close to them the slightest (ah wasted!) If not.........

Facebook, no doubt a good source to hunt your friend's unglam pictures. Click here; I miss the juvenile times anywayz. We use to hang out together in huge group at the playground opposite school & creating chaos whilst waiting for chinese supplementary to start when teachers are in a meeting. Fun they may be, but gone are they.

Block test kinda cooked up interests for Organic Chem, then again, i don't enjoy the torment of having to MEMORIZE hundreds of reactions with respective conditions. They don't seem to be able to diffuse into that skull of mine (not like i tried reeally hard this time round). Brain ain't cooperating, disastrous. Hmm, sth needs to be done lest sufferings surface upon arrival of A's. Better still, prelims' in August? Well, kinda skeptical about it.

Weather today is intolerable! It's so so hot which diminishes my mood to do anything at all, sickening!

Yknow, an eye for an eye.

(sole) piqueturesquez

2009-03-28T18:30:00.001+08:00

3 years ago..

Down rotten.

2009-03-24T16:24:00.002+08:00

Can't be. More. Dumb. Than. This.

Btw, screw physics anyway.

4 lovely Us for beloved Block Tests

2009-03-22T15:26:00.002+08:00

Hollow? Empty? Wait till diffusion takes place. Joke.

Gone were the days.

2009-03-15T23:07:00.006+08:00

How i reminisce the days where i could laze around in the crib the entire day doing nothing at all whilst w/o feeling the pang of guilt with piles of work lying there.

How i miss it when i didn't have to sacrifice 10 odd hours of sleep.

How i yearn for simplicity in friendships.

How i wish i had better brain.

How i desire there's no internal fickle battle from within.

How i hope i'm more industrious.

How i am jealous of the kids, now tell me how am i going to cope!?

I say knock your senses, kill the wonders.

2009-03-15T12:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS PIGGY HOshow wannabe!
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Solve the riddle. :)

TWHF with myloverfatty, and we're like the rare species over there, total awkwardness initially. But well, we're great adapters! What to do! Hahahah. Oh did i mention she's spastic ttm plus our lunches were sizzling great! Hope our effort pay off ok!

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So after a millions of gazillion years, i caught up with this ancient looking frack who chopped her hair b'cus she wishes to become a mushroom. As usual, we went into topics anything under the sun, sand & sea (spongebob squarepants)! And our companions for the day are the ever sinful indulgence fatty stuffs! Uh but i really enjoyed it, more of it alright!
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Ice kacang was aawwwwwwwfully greeeeeeat! Especially.. Ok that's just a minor part. Well, yknow, by dinnertime i was already deadly famished b'cus we didnt have time for a proper lunch. I'm not complaining b'cus it's all worthy!

Joei! I feel so apologetic & thankful for making you wait for almost an hour! Lemme make it up to you some time soon! <3>
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The recent happenings have triggered some bewildered thoughts. We'll see. Things will and have changed. Once again, i dislike alterations aplenty.

See the old, feel afresh.

Wild run.

2009-02-21T18:14:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought it has ceased, it just started authentically. Now, i garner thoughts of bewilderment tremendously. What’re you thinking?

Shall bring you thru the walk of awe

2009-02-21T12:07:00.007+08:00

First friend in YJ/ Cuzzie, Happy legalised 18th!:)

How well can the week be with PE starting off first thing on a Monday morning? It couples onto the 'Monday blues' mood for me. And speaking of which, school's been energy draining inside out. For the past week, i've been sleeping early & waking up later than supposed to be, yet i felt lethargy in me all the time. And not forgetting the fact that i did the littlest work ever.

Gosh, i'm in need of self discipline/control.

Now i've been experiencing deficiency in paying the fullest attention during econs lessons. Idk the cause of it & my brain's shut down automatically like it's already dysfunctional.

As quoted, my 18th is like a duo steamboat festival. Besides Yuki Yaki last Friday, we had a steamboat dinner at Huimin's which we had really great time feasting, tv-ing & catching up all at the same time even though attendance was only 7/11! I think my house should subscribe to National Geographic channel!!!!

I know i ought to be working now, but........ damn, no mood!

Life on the moon?

2009-02-14T02:14:00.007+08:00

After all that hassle (Xray, checks), i'm all well and fit for PE again! How i hate my stamina succumbing to pneumonia.. Not like i can run really long distances, it's that i can't even sustain momentum for a 4 round run. Thanks heavy panting. Haven't been running for months and mind you, NAPFA's coming up.. I need a gym partner :(

Post 13Feb was emotionally disastrous. It is horrendous enough when people disdained you. Not in the literal manner but... Still it definitely plummets your morale/confidence/self esteem, mood, anything at all! Well, susceptible huh? Seriously, can't thank these enough to make me ripe. Enough of being a laughing stock as well as an irritant, i might lose my cool. I'm the cause of it anyway, sorry.

A humongous thanks to 205 lovelies!, the girls, friends, aquaintances, people who wished me thru FB & SMSes. For the presents as well! It's really heartwarming to know that people care and love you!

Thanks Xb and Addy for racking their brain cells for the cake on the day before! I love you both helluva and let's meet up possibly most mornings!

Thanks Rx, Pq & Xb for the lunatic moments @ Yuki Yaki. The specialities & embarrassing times.

As much as i was hyped up with my birthday, there's the giving day for pre-vday. Exchange of goodies etc. AHH thanks all for ya showered love upon, giving is joy!

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Tests' coming up. See that tension is squeezing its way thru my pores.

Oh anyway, happy valentines' day!

Your guardian angel?

2009-02-09T15:33:00.004+08:00

I'm suddenly lovin' this! Especially the strums coming from the guitar..

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Difference casted upon..

2009-02-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

We celebrated Mister Yoman's 101th (according to the girls) birthday on Thursday after lessons. Hope he had fun b'cus i did. :)

The not-only-pretty-but-also-tasty cake (Whoa wonder who took this awesome picture man!)

JAZZZZMINE baby!

They love me but apparently it isn't reciprocal.. Hahahahah!

Such big booby, i gotta hold it for him so that it balances. Poor Weekiat. Please donate some to the flats,

like Don?-.-

Lovely school companions :)

Lessons were pretty fine with a smaller class size, i kinda like it that way but no offence to the OGLs. :/ I regretted not cherishing the first month of school where J2s had the entire school compound to ourselves. I'm not gonna like snatching for places in the canteen with them. Anyway, jam'n'hop was really lunatic for us as though we consumed some drugs. It was more of self entertainment..

I'm not a little impressed by the hospital b'cus of the postponement of my xray timing, ima miss school tmrw.

Will you swallow my fake facade?

2009-02-01T00:54:00.019+08:00

Met the girls at ECP (hope this would be an ocassional kinda thing), had dinner at Yuki Yaki thereafter (Joei, thanks for the dinner, my turn soon after HZ's POP hokay!).

Was s'posed to blade but i chickened out shortly, can you imagine a person who's fresh from blading is gonna blade. I could even picture myself falling infinity number of times, being engulfed in numerous hideous scars, not like i haven't had enough, so decided to cycle with Ali&Joei. Sorry, the rest. Enjoyed aplenty nonetheless.

Zhahaha, i brought home MT's 5bucks & fat hope ima pay you 50% more. You think ima bank is it! Sorry luh! My intention was to return you after awhile but who knows, it slipped my mind. See how insignificant you are to me! HAHAHA. Ok kidding, meet up for dinner alright:)

WY, aye i don't mean to pangseh you!! Who ask you to slack so much at home and leave house so late.. Lazy burping queen. Yeah! I'll be seeing you SOON again:D *excited, ok not really*

I'm depressed naw.

Bought this cap last year before promos but got the chance to wear it only now!

Elevated girl! Treasure this picture manz, you hardly have this chance, mwahahha. And i didnt post the one which your blades can be seen.

After changing outta cycling attire, both Joei&I was on our way to Marina Square. We met this indian army guy cladded in his no.4 uniform on bus 14 at about 5odd. Yeah sure enough, there's no mistake in taking a seat behind us, but he really do has long legs that he kept kicking against our seat. He was like directly behind Joei yet i could feel the jolt from the back time and again. Not like the driver was driving recklessly that he couldn't control his legs, so in a situation where we could no longer tolerate, Joei turned and gave him a look like "why the hell do you keep pushing against it". Instead of feeling apologetic, he simply hurled 'f-u-c-k'. Well, as a juvenile we could do nothing but to bite this tolerance down our spine or simply just cuss&swear after this incident. Blame it on our luck. And we met this super hostile Macs' cashier at ECP too.

And upon reaching home, i got to realize something aghasting too. Sth worthy to be apprehensive over :(

喜怒哀乐。I hope i got it right?

So much so for being a friend... Frankly speaking, i was initially angered and thought i could get away w/o getting upset, but i got pretty affected afterwhich. I think i kinda know partially what's going on, but hey, you sure situation entirely lies with us? Is salvation given a chance? Lest, i think we're gonna split like the wind would bring this friendship apart.

Seeking joy in mundane-ness.

2009-01-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

As noticed, i've been seeing this girl almost every week since the previous holidays started. Thanks for all the time and i truly enjoyed your company! But...if only i could attain similar luxury with other friends as well. (You know what i mean)

Peh budd---. It's not nice to type it out here, but she's got an intriguing nick. Betcha laugh till teeth drops. Instead of utilizing the time to complete tutorials, here we are, taking silly snapshots and embarrassing ourselves heftily in the public outrageously. Gosh, with her, fear not to enjoy though :)

Our 'Non Stop' indulgence.

Nice people with nice bags and nice backviews.

School has been less breath taking, (still depriving me from sleeping excessively!) idk does it only apply to me or what. I haven't done enough revision i guess. Shucks, bad habits streaming in.. Let's hope it maneuveres away fast.

Zomg. I. Needa. Read. Widely. In. Order. To. Thrive. Better. For. GP.

Ciaoz.

I dont like school's workload.

2009-01-27T00:34:00.005+08:00

Happy CNY!

Aww i heard it's a good year for horse,

so let's hope i'll ace A's (fat hope huh, but with dreams we soar, isn't it!).

Zomg i've got this bad habit recently:

playing games in FB. Dang this is so unbecoming of me!

Or maybe...

i should change my homepage?

Hz! Thanks for the kbox session last friday,

it was great letting steams accumulated since the beginning of the week out.

But it added on to another collection of addiction of mine.

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I wenta serve a detention last friday's early morning

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didn't get to enjoy the privilege of reaching school at 8.40.

Did i tell you the reason why i was late?

Sigh, i wasn't in my CT venue on time

but...

was just outside the classroom.

(So i earned myself justice?)

I might just get my ass off the house the usual time then.

We'll see.

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Can't wait for next sat though,

it's gonna be a fruitful day for me :)

Sheesh.

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Did i mention i love the retail therapies with the girls?

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I love GOLD.

Bottom line: Independence.

Xinmin + school'09

2009-01-22T22:02:00.012+08:00

Xinmin's partially willy-nilly birthday dinner:) Girl, you'd be able to bypass this & coming years smoothly k! As i've repeated myself for the umpteenth number of times, friends, we're just a phone call away!

I feel that legal 18 sounds old, i don't wanna turn 18 too):

Joei the loveliest daddy:) We should meet up oftentimes for dinner nearby aites! At least we get to crap, you drink your fave drinks and me the soup!

Hah nicest HK food i've come across

We discovered this family room to take shots...

Yeah, this is it!

Strike a laugh? Go ahead.

I'm pretty much appalled by school literally. I know i've already anticipated the workload/lifestyle of a j2, but i doubt i'm prepared for it. Now i question myself if i'm up to it?

Lovely girls

2009-01-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

Truckloads of thanks to Huimin, Felicia, Tracy & Wingyan for the home visit! <3

Embracing 2009

2009-01-12T14:59:00.005+08:00

New Year's day: Unkempt, agonizing, deprived, freedomless, mundane, FEVER.

I guess i'll set some cliched new year resolutions for the upcoming year hur (it's never too late). But boy, i've been having bad feelings about 2009.. I've no slightest idea how the work load's gonna be like, but i can imagine it heaping like mountainous piles. So...you'll hear me rattle on with incessant rantings more often!

1. Prioritize studies for A's on the way
2. Eliminate procrastination (it's crucial to attain #1)
3. SLIM DOWN! (Someone said i needed MaryChia :(, so... someone have you recalled? Hah!)

Well... Just settle for these, meanwhile.

2008 has been full of surprises in one way or the other. I would classify it as much of a major life changing segment in my life? I'm thankful for being in 105'08. But of course, i still will love the cranky girls loads!<3 Anyhows, legal eighteen sounds old..

Appreciation given to the people who turned up for visitation during my stay at TTSH. Thanks for entertaining me, for you never knew how much i yearned for boredom to be gone for good. Joei, Peiqin, Hui, Jon, Weiling, Em, Juz, Renzhi, ASD(?) leaders, Jiahao, Haofong, Yewlee, Kenny, Feiyu. And of course to my family members!

Also to those who bothered to send well wishes, thanks aplenty!

Anyway, what a way to start 2009. You can never imagine how bored i was. No i'm not gonna describe it here, you'll probably doze off... Like what i did when i didn't know what else to do.

I totally abhorred the needle inserted into my vein. It's awfully painful! Nothing like an ant bite can.

Guess i'll have a hard time catching up with school..

2008-12-28T20:04:00.005+08:00

Dang, what a lazy sunday. I can't afford to.

Great chat with Miss Pig! Thanks:) I noticed i got this fetish of waiting for buses with people. I'll always manage to drag them to chat with me all the time, right Wingyan? Beware if i spew that initiation ahaha

Worst Xmas ever.

2008-12-25T17:50:00.022+08:00

Emily's & Tracy's birthday celebration

Well, girls you've gotta love the wonderful chocolate E.T cake we've baked. Hardwork of Joei, Meiting & I ok, though it might not be of match to the bakeries'.

Now the December babies, the Tan & the Tang have finally turned 17 :) Let's take a walk through the puerile picturesque moments at eplanade rooftop.

Toilet fancies

The 22nd

Peiqin, Joei & I got all hyped up by the speed game at the food junction while waiting for the rest to finish up their lunches. My heart was all pounding & I could feel the adrenalin rush! After which, we had more rounds of card games, at Mr Ong's. Rongxuan acted like some psychotic paedophile, ahahaha you'll know if you've heard her. Gah. Anyhows, ate lotsa junkies and got my throat into such an irrevocable dire state.

Christmas eve

Was supposed to be in school in the wee hours of the morning yet the rain kept me sleeping in half the day. So, had steamboat with the girls at Bugis thereafter. Our dinner was early as evident from the number of people around at that time. Anyhow, we managed to hover around the food for several hours. Tofu was teh fave man!!!!! Right?

I'd rather someone coming clean with me than to wreck your brains for myriads of sheerly dumb fairy tales please.

Nonetheless, have a hearty and warmth x'mas!

-Be 17.

2008-12-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

Nightmares' hounding an insomniac.

Formidable house battles.

2008-12-15T09:50:00.013+08:00

Another 4 days of work have ceased. It basically whizzed by. I must say this must have been an eye opening experience for me, be it the competitiveness within (Just didn't like it the way how some people had unsatiable desires for customers though i just had to give in to their determination - the booth next to ours), grappling laptops' specifications (Is and still is an amateur -.-) or ludicrous standing hours for my weary legs. Apparently, we gotta get into contact with all the many sorts of customers and amongst, worst was to get 'reprimanded' by an aging uncle, of which i can't recall what was that for. Anyhows, it was unbearably absurd. Ohwells, customers are always right, ain't it? Duh, there's nice people around too. I was chatting with a Malay auntie about cookies & cakes, HAHAHA.

So, those 4 days were utterly wholesome (I'm excluding those despairing moments) b'cus we've gotten to know more part timers :) (Most of them are younger than me! But fret not, ain't the eldest :D) Oh wait, i can't stand how some people 'flaunted' his experience in computers, like wth can. He sucks all time & reeks of cigarette smell. If i could, i would've jolted him with a forceful punch :)

Seems to me that you've gotten into a drunken stupor that kept you hurling words of WISDOM HUH. Cut all that, tell me what have gotten into that thick skull of yours these beings? So has yesteryear's' happenings become bygones?

Nostalgia aplenty.

2008-12-02T17:45:00.016+08:00

Photos:

This was after 105's first outing, Jus~ti~na~

Zomg they're the worst bullies i've came across

Part of the mushrooms.

Guess who's the 2?

With ahgua of 105, geez. We took those using the lappy's webcam. That's the virgin experience!

Fracky, you're dead, that's uber unglamness!

And again! Hello kk!

Dean Fujioka

2008-11-27T23:15:00.006+08:00

Here's the latest zest. Ain't he stunning? Hah, so yes, i've been up to...... Miss No Good these days, am on my way to the last episode. Well, work started today & is ending in 3 days' time. I'm not anticipating it, in fact, i don't want work to end. B'cus when it ends, it'll be the commencement of my new hobby: Physics. Gah. ~~No, that day won't come~~. Besides, the environment is great! Alright, fill you in soon. Ciaos.

Decipher it.

2008-11-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

Exotic love for Joei;

2008-11-21T22:21:00.007+08:00

Take note!!!!! Whatever below shall be sheer fabrication & purely fictional, don't be taken in!!!!!

(I'm forced into it by some eeeevil woman thru verbal violence!!!!! Hah joking. I love her <3)

Ready for the trip to fantasia? Just like anyone, she has features which normal sapiens possesses. Totally exceptionally spectacular i tell you. Undubiously, she's abnormally stunning, genteel, demure, basically what-you-call-a-good-girl characteristics. Most importantly, she.....loves me. I've gotta do this lest i get skinned alived. Don't you guys wanna see me in 1 big fwaaaaaat piece? Yes, i know you do. :D

If i were to choose a flower to be a metaphor of her, it'd be a rose. Why? Roses has thorns on the outside & surface to be harmful. Yet inside, it's utter beauty. *Drools. (Is that why girls love roses? I don't. Hah, & idk much about flowers, so, rose was the choice:/) So goes the same to her. She may look * but she's very genuine, authentic, what you call not hypocritical as compared to some others.

Hehe hope i wouldn't get killed. No i won't. Yes i wouldn't!

1 phenomenon: I really love Joei Tan!

Apart from my agenda, badminton anyone? :( *fickle*

2008-11-20T20:30:00.004+08:00

Been lazing around lately, haven't really gone down to soaking myself in physics. Bad bad. I'm in need of entertainment! I was feeling idlesome till i could finish watching Saw 1-4 (so much of gore yet i survived watching alone!) & some other random oldies from Mio tv. Yeah that bored.

Hah so yesterday was prom hunting day with Peiqin. Nah don't get the wrong idea, not me, but her. It was really a torment for my poor legs. To aggravate matters, we couldn't find any available seats in the surroudings! And....we had to head to Tiong Bahru for some collection. So the people there are living in a food paradise. They have Thai Express, Sakae, Donut Factory, Mos Burger, all the fast food restaurants, Yakun, Breadtalk/Toastbox altogether! Other than the risk of getting fatter as days go by, i really envy them truck loads >:( (maybe this explains the reasons why i need slim fit). Oh did i mention i didn't know of that place's existence? Well, call me a Singaporean.

Her dress is........awesome! :D But her mom says it's ugly, how hurting. Nonetheless, i'm sure she'll look great in it! It's a rare chance you'd getta see her in dresses. Hah.

Yeah so i went to layer my hair & i look pretty hideous now(so don't feel like stepping outta house gosh). Thankful there's the hols bcus at least my hair would've grown when school reopens :)

Ok keep ya updated, toodles!

Everyone looks fine here except me.

At cousin's wedding lunch together with some female cousins, accompanied by 2 lil hyperactive nieces :)

Stifling;

2008-11-17T01:56:00.012+08:00

Yes, the worst ever is to disappoint yourself. And as for me, there're many unsaid ones.

As much as i'm ready to embrace the long anticipated vacation, i've come to realization that there's aplenty to catch up with. And as a matter of fact, i haven't been performing well. Or is it that i wasn't even given that ability in the first place? Wait, i'm not wallowing in self pity, just re-affirming my decision in choosing an A level education. So yeah, the whole year was busy, feeling stifled with work & more work. Sigh, guess i haven't actually adapted to the mugging lifestyle b'cus i've reverted back to the PAE self during last 2 weeks of school. What a letdown. Let's quit this mundane topic.

So, had been spending time with the lovelies these 2 Saturdays in the hope of celebrating Joei's & Meiting's birthdays. Guess they're mainly the selfless people who are able to make me laugh hysterically like some uncontrolled lunatic.:)

Happy Birthday Mummy, i love you despite feigning much ignorance.

2008-10-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

So i realized, when you're down, everything gets clustered together, will just crumble in a shot. It will magnify your existing agonization huh.

Shallow ass: Let's see who has the last laugh ok? :) F.

Loathes mind gamings

2008-10-26T02:36:00.003+08:00

I'd like very much to feign a dimwit. They're axetrimleeeeeee carefree, no worries nor frets, etc. They don't even have to really worry about life (even if they receive glances of disdain). Or so i thought. Haha now i sound as though i've been involved in some taxing psychology game. Vague vague. Well dudettes, that's for you to find out.

Loves catching up. Abhors B word.

A senseless kid i've met;

2008-10-23T10:27:00.005+08:00

Hah great, now it's your turn, finally. How ludicrous. Anticipating for? No.

I still feel for the unscrupulous treatings you've been towards others. Without fail, it will succumb to you psychologically by surfacing furiously, to feed the vampire's blood hunger of yours? Undubiously, those little materialistic givings will not suffice for you to redeem your sinful spectacular indulgence. Pretty good a show huh. People in the surroundings are really nice or should i say patient enough with U to forgive & FORGET (?) despite the myriads of 'misunderstandings' you've deemed them to be. Unfortunately, i'm in no position to poke into affairs of yours, no correction, i've no slightest interest in doing so. Let me illuminate this, i'm utterly not overwhelmed this time round, or should i say i'm in my best position to play a game called 'deceptions'.

Forlorn; in facade

2008-10-17T20:54:00.007+08:00

Ikea;

Cal <3

and her faves

The lunch outings;

Seeking joy in mugging;

Spot the focus! Couple in the making out.

& so we went for mugging

All engulfed in senseless guilt (no idea why).

Daily/weekly rantings

2008-10-13T22:10:00.003+08:00

Now that the fate-determining promos are over, I can't suppress my elation enough that I chuckled to myself after Chemistry P3. It's really unbearable yknw, slacking resumes (take away the fact that there's a revised timetable which features our dearly OP&MT intensive lessons - 3 to 4 hours a day of each, agonizing! AH.)! So XB&I are gonna fulfil our "chops". Okay before that, someone seated next to me was really loathsome to the max. Need he display his smugness by exclaiming that P1&2 was "easy"? I just don't see enough reasons for him to do so. He even joked when the teacher was reprimanding us, childish.

I was rather muddle-headed to forget to bring the calculator to my examination seat without any realization (though i knew something was amiss) until the invigilator instructed for those to reset their GCs. I was still contemplating if I should raise my hand, b'cus in doing that, I'm attracting unwanted attention:/ In the end I did, it's a necessity anyway.

& so as the plan went, we hit the malls in town, in the hope of relieving ourselves from the aftermath of over mugging & in no isolation of deprivation:) Xin Wang HK cafe (Cheese Baked Rice&Iced Milk Tea) eliminated the hunger in us for the day. But girls&yoman, I'm really sorry about the drowsiness of lethargy that overthrown my excitement for shopping.

On the whole, Physics was the worst):, to think I even have tuition:/ Now I'm just praying really hard that promotion would be on my side; wouldn't wanna stay in a factory alike for another year or so; a repetition of everything would be so melodramatic. Meanwhile, play hard!!!

Hah anyways, time to heal those hideous eye bags&pimples outbreak! 2Trex was commenting my complexion deteriorated since JAE started, gah, it's something terrible&incorrigible to hear:/, but truthful enough. & soon, it'd be P12 get together, which i can't wait!

Seek the solace in here; for there's unspoken silence in me. Hah. Joke joke! Silver lining ain't appealing to me in the slightest bit puhlease

2008-10-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Etched silence; tell me about it!

2008-10-03T20:57:00.006+08:00

Well, I'm aware I ought to be immersed in the docile notes, but i need some rantings lest anxiety breakdown. It's been daily routines solely between home & school; i search excitement through human observation. It's much less a no-life sign of life. What contradictions there are. Study breaks had been partially fulfilling except that i was wholly not in the study mood today. To sidetrack a little, all perks in school would be missed. Definite hiatus till arrival of 13th Oct. Best of luck, homo sapiens!

Forge a pretence; play the game of life; says it all.

Forge a pretence; play a game of life

2008-09-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hah admittance to being no difference from sprawling outrightly flat on cemented grounds. There's pretty much of silent yelps to be heard but they seem too much a feat.

'Iconic

2008-09-20T01:51:00.006+08:00

So apparently i got my ass in the airport pending to get on board the plane, yes you're not wrong, I'm migrating so you won't see me for the rest of your life yo.

Hah, wishful.

GP promos was on day 1 of the week, it was heartwrenching to think that my format for essay was probably incorrect!.

The skin peels; the bones rips; things falters
Specks of mistakes undoing itself; resurfacing timely.

Its before long devastation heaps.

2008-09-14T13:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you just have to play complacence and ignore entirety, as much as you are reluctant to, b'cus anyway it doesn't help alleviate problems despite giving yourself relentless undesired worries. Now people will say you've better worries like 'will i get promoted?' or 'how am i gonna catch up with revision?' But having said than done, you know being plunged down it's not easy. I'm not sure if I'm being overly sensitive here or am i born like that. For once, it utterly felt like those pages long of play lists were resounding simultaneously in my head, no, it didn't cease even after clicking 'stop'. & no one is senseless enough not to feel the abrupt difference in which was rosy in the past.

Hah you must be thinking 'this is such a mockery for her typing this down'. If you're able to unravel this monotoned life, i worship you, superb.

Sacrificial love

2008-09-06T22:16:00.004+08:00

Stumbled upon this again, catch it!

Wingyan;

2008-08-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

This is our virgin picture taken together. I really miss it when we relied wholly on each other during umpteen camps, choir practices, beauties gazing/hunting when there's CCA orientation, you initiating phone calls (that reminds me i still owe you 3h!), loitering/wandering around aimlessly like lost sheep, purchasing presents amid prelims, abortive attempt in keeping diaries in the hope of improving our incorrigible english & failed to complete the assessment books upon purchase, ... I still remember how we met: with you popping out your tweety head abruptly realizing we're breathing from the same room during sec one's combined geography lesson! Well, neither would i forget the nicknames attached to us :)

Happy Swinging Sizzling Sweet Seventeenth Birthday to you my in-coming 5 yeared friend!

You got me hypnotised;

2008-08-29T22:24:00.008+08:00

I'm so glad I met up with the girls today back at Peirce; pretty sure we're meeting up very soon again. Hahaha I was already starving by the time it reached 2PM, so had to resort to gobbling down Wingyan's sinful strawberry waffle biscuits, thanks:)

I didn't appreciate Wall-e, I was like what the pong and went to zzz in the cinema. (Never again)

Fwarh, still ain't in the mood for promos. I don't wanna retainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, damned. Something is enticing & dominating me furiously and I think I’m really susceptible to distractions. Nothing seems to set me down to serious studying – for the moment. Gwarrrrh.

Hah till then

Half the time i was pretending;

Thy underlying deception

2008-08-21T22:26:00.003+08:00

Aye i've been having erratic sleeping hours & am reaching school later than usual. Hideous heavy eyebags): Breaking from that, LT 4 has been the recent hangout for antique members :) What makes them great company are their laughters not excluding teh crankiness of high time.

And yes i agree ignorance may be bliss.

A beautiful homicide; go on & sink into that piece of tainted glass

2008-08-08T01:02:00.037+08:00

If it takes all it does, so why not?

.

Cindy! :) Thanks for the pictures girl!

Big butt birthday girl :)

The makes-you-wanna-drool food (I incidentally collected the different country flags)

Wishing upon vegetables..

With Mr See :)

Look at Juz! So cuteeeeee

Pretty cuppy birthday cake

With Juz, Emilyn, Zhenru, Cindy

Now you'd understand why i say squash eliminates boredom.

Peiqin; @ Peirce combined cultural concert

We had this visit to Pulau Tekong (BMTC). I guess gist of this imperative trip was to relax ourselves, understand importance of NS, as well as to bond the class? We went really cranky on the ferry and caught the attention of several others from another school. They went staring like they hadn't seen pretty girls before (haha).

Sometimes you really can't take school,

(Our toilet crazeeeezzz)

(We had a game of 'I have never' during chinese lesson. So if 'you have', those who 'have never' get to draw on her hands. I swear it was damn hilarious & the teacher shot us her murder glare! :O Oh she complained to my mom the next day when she went to meet the chemistry tutor)

so you did what we did :D

Fracky :D She's a fortunate girl b'cus she has this zhi4 tong2 dao4 he2 CBFF in school, which i obviously do not have.

Caught Dark Knight with the (un)greats after 3-in-1 celebration day. Zzz should've skipped school, there had never been such embarrassment before.

To you: I swear ima shove sth up your ass to shut your * mouth, so you better stfu.

I like Derrick Hoh but only 2 of his songs appeal to me. :/

Pink grief

2008-08-03T20:43:00.008+08:00

Sorry for weeks of un-notified hiatus.

Let's recall.

Our physics tutor didn't turn up last friday so Mr Sim took over. He's superb, he managed to summarize what our tutor had done over the term, with us understanding better, though he's a tad demanding in our attire.

Big butt's birthday celebration over at her house was splendid! The food was toothsome, indian poker was hilarious :) Minus the sneezing part. Thank you for the invitation XP!

It's stupendous to know how some people turn out to be. In for rounds of guessing games? :)

Coincidentally bumped into Jinghang twisties at central just now. :D Aye, we forgot the scissors paper stone thang! Aww

Less that 50 days to promos,
quit procrastinating

Knock you out

2008-07-19T20:59:00.003+08:00

Right, let's see.

I remembered digging out 1 wriggly worm from inside my shoes. It was itching me so much that i couldn't take it, so i chanced up the courage to shake the irritation off. Something similar happened a second time: I had to throw a dead lizard away from my bag, which gave off some foul decomposition smell. I almost jump up and screamed, but i kept mum. That's for being in the luck. When was the last time i considered myself lucky? Too vague to be recalled.

Haven't been feeling... right. Hopefully school from Monday onwards wouldn't be a humongous turnoff. Like a click and a switch. School has been bustled with tension, with J2s studying till late in the 9.

I don't remember slumping into my bed till late noon time. Even so, it'd be filled with guilt b'cus you jolly well know there's much to be done.

Now squash is twice a week, hope it eliminates the droning heaps of college:)

Remarkable

#100

2008-07-06T22:45:00.004+08:00

2Trex recommended this,

01. What have you been doing recently?

Trying to get pass with flabbergasting happenings, ketchups:D (kns i mean catch up), idling around, been hoping to get the BEST AWARD for the movie that i've filmed

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?

Unless the battery runs flat, and it's switched off automatically.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

Sleeping

04. When did you last cry?

Few weeks back

05. Believe in fate/destiny?

Aye sometimes

06. What do you want in your life right now?

Meaning

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

Neither, running in the rain is romantica, isn't it?

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Pillows? Blanket.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

Shorts

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?

Saying i am damn hawt and rock a hella bunch, chill, kidding yo

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

Whatever for

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

No

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Zohan

14. What are you proud of?

Able to accept the fact i'm me -.-

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Tells me about math stuffs, reciprocal graphs and all yknw

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Ima quiet person i don't really open my mouth (hehehe)

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Yeah, ain't it Trex/dino/y square

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
Some forwarded text from Jessica

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1+ AM

20. Are you currently happy?
Yeah (decipher it yourself)

21. Who gives you best advice?
The evil devil in me :)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No! Even if it's low-fat, b'cus it doesn't mean no fat

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
I remember telling ya i don't like talking :)

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
No one. But the forwarded e-mail. (I'm telling you for the 3rd time, i don't talk!)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Don't own one

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Withheld - MissyRX:D

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Nah, if not, why would i be able to type this?

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Repetitions (x infinity) in something

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Of course not, i'm such obedient student. If you count books as someone, then so be it:D

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NO

32. What is the colour of your room?
RAINBOWXZSZZS (righttt)

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Not really, i shall see how when the time comes

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
No

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
The one in front of you

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Oxygen? Carbon dioxide? :)

37. What would you do if you see $10 notes somewhere on the road?
Pick it, put into pocket, spend it.

38. Do you have a life?
Zomg are you brainless or what?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
I'm no sadist

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
It speaks for itself, no luh just felt like listening to it so i put it up

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Nobody

42. Last time you smiled?
Yesterday, 00:00, 5th July 2008

43. Have you changed this year?
Yeah

44. What are you listening right now?
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah the personality test said i was a natural multi tasker :)

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Opened

47. Is there a quote you live by?
You gotta live everyday whether is it gleeful or melancholy. So why not live it the way you think you'd be elated?

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
Your IQ is __ (Guess!)

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yeap but i've got no talent

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
Carry out a massacre, kidding yo

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Staring into the screen

52. Why do you blog?
B'cus it's so much a breather

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Nope i'm not a bad actress

55. Who always make you laugh?
No one, myself, yknw what's self amusement? (Gee, i'm an introvert)

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese, French, Malay, Indian, Cantonese (see how linguistic can i get)

57. Favourite website?
thestraitstimes.com

58. What's your middle name?
THE GREAT

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Homework

60. What do you think you are like?
Introvert, quiet, demure :)

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Serenity

62. Where have you been today?
Nowhere, just home

63. What game do you play often?
Neopets! Nah i don't play games, maybe guessing games

64. What are you missing right now?
Secondary school, friends

65. If you’ve to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
I-would-choose-both-of-course

66. What are you doing right now?
Typing this, listening to music, watching tv?

67. Which primary school are you from?
Ang Mo Kio Primary School/ Siling Pri

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Red, army green, brown

69. What emotion you like to show?
Irritated

70. What is your life to you?
Precious like a diamond ring (idk how many carat)

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Bang the wall. Nah ring someone up?

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Billy, Meiting

73. Who do you admire most?
There there, that cool person zz

74. Which month are you born in?
February

75. How are you feeling right now?
Numbed

76. What is the time now?
23:42

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
Bimbotic! Nah he's nice, caring, a great sister yo! :)

78. What colour did you used to dye hair?
None

79. Why are you doing this test?
Bored

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
Blast music

81. At which age you wish to get married?
It never came across my mind. Say, 100years old? Hehe

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
Aye im no lesbian yknw

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Do what everyone would do, burn my diary

84. Who is the person you trust the most?myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yeah sometimes

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
This is familiar, i think i said make every of my dream come true

87. What is your goal for this year?
Promote to JC 2

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Define eternity

89. What feeling do you love most?
Satisfaction

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes

91. What feeling you hate the most?
Angsty, triumphants, jealousy..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Definitely

93. Do you believe in god?
I do.

94. Who cares for you most?
Family?

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Learn to cherish

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Your mouth

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Coming to YJ,

98. What would you feel if every one no longer cares for you?
Mourn

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Hurt, bash him up, file a report, then.. we shall see luh huh

100. HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW?
Greatly subconscious

You know,

2008-07-06T21:50:00.005+08:00

friends,

it's not about the verbal recognition
not just miniature habits
it’s the way we minister to ‘em

Gust after another.

It haven’t defunct.

Says it's a glisten of hope,

soon to be vanished.

Get me some alcohol to drown in, because i wanna frown no more

2008-07-06T15:57:00.002+08:00

Chain emails can get me hooked at times :)

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.

She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.

She: Darling!

After marriage.... Simply read from bottom to top.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.

WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?

MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.

HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

Teacher : 'What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?'

Pupil : 'A teacher'.

Teacher : 'Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?'

Student : 'Brotherly love'.

Movies

Old movie. New watch? Watch it out!

You need to hold the trigger to shoot someone or...?

Wow! In those days,... Adidas? Hmmm, branded Pirate!

Fearsome/ bleak/ blunt/ obscured/ obstructed

2008-07-01T18:39:00.006+08:00

Today was great, for once he didn't bombard the class with whopping explicit questions which i couldn't answer. Let's hope it isn't the last :) I like it this way.

Physics was horrendous, i was just hoping for a mediocre subpass but it didn't matter anymore because immunity struck on me

Off to forty winks/

2008-06-29T21:20:00.008+08:00

Incredible tales tonight! I foresee tomorrow's Monday blues :)

School sucks.

School is mundane.

There's nothing to look forward to other than the company :). I just hope that i can skip all Physics tutorials, anyway i think he has already marked me down for i-dont-wanna-tell-you reasons. I had better end this before you hear incessant strings of rattling from me.

Haha found some hilarious stuffs (Click 'em!):

Credits to devianart (thank you for the pain, sorry for the love)

2008-06-28T12:32:00.005+08:00

When friendship fills a void, the loss of friendship can but leave us empty.

Snipped off from the past

Block tests start 2 days later.

I'm a tortoise in a nutshell.

Hmm, i'm contemplating to join photography club

통증을 주셔서 감사합니다, 사랑을 끼쳐 드려 죄송합니다 (Courtesy of Xuan:))

Shall edit another time was only trying to kill a bit of time b'cause i couldn't concentrate on the books

Now that BTs had ended, i don't know how the hell am i gonna adapt to school life, again after having estranged from school for a month or so. Physics was literally whipping up of answers, chemistry was worst because there wasn't even any fabrication of answers, it was, just blank.

Haha i collected the SGC back at Peirce two Thursdays ago. I wholly regretted not purchasing the year book when being persuaded by the clerk. Anyhows, OBS sure left behind unforgettable reminiscing-worthy memories, just like how it left numerous hideously ugly scars. I don't think it's going away any sooner?:(

Being an obedient & sensible student, i stayed home the entire day, downloaded most requisite stuffs from LMS. I completed no tutorials:( Wait till the reality slap comes along hohoho

Kiddo you can't do as you deem fit anymore

You're cladded with flaws yet i want the heaping of remedies by you.

2008-06-20T22:21:00.016+08:00

4Is at the chalet after O's :)

Sony Ericsson supporters

It was my first but Kelly & Ziling's last day!

The birthday girls together with the helium balloons at Akashi Sushi :D

A group shot

Balloon + Wingyan + Yours truly

ATY! Show this picture to Alycia, hahahahhaa. WE COULD'VE TAKEN THIS ON THURSDAY

Wide (Translate it into chinese!), Gff (P12 rocks!)

Ahma's birthday BBQ at father-in-law's house

Zhenru, Emilynnnnnnnn (Investiture after GP Block test)

My love! Jasm SPASM! <3

Holiday lessons

Indiana Jones with frack (frog + black = frack!)

With the aid of Zhengrui's phone

Prince Caspian was some relatively funny shitz. Certain parts were comical & dramatic like the part where one of the mice was on the verge of dying & was accompanied by funny music.

HAWT, DAMN HOT! William Moseley :) HIS EYES ARE PRETTAYEEEEE

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I've a new favourite hangout! Oh ya idk why but i get tongue tied easily nowadaysx. Okay byebyebye goodnight you avid fervent readers! Don't read silently la, go tag! I can't wait for next Friday! Ima steam off your head

Evil fever, hohoho

I wanna roller bladeeeeeeeeee, learn drummmmmm. Dumdee dumbo fumbo mambo.

Rongxuan

2008-06-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling! 17 years on brutal earth, how's the feeling? I hope the celebration just now was a smashing blast for you, Felicia & Alicia :D Friend like you is hard to come by, that's the reason why I'm taking chance to grab you with almighty strength. Ain't it like you're the pail & subsequently, I'll spill stuffs to fill you in, HAWHAW. What an analogy (Btw someone said i can't take analogies! Not true if it seriously make sense!:D) You wouldn't have to spend your birthday singleton-ly hehehe :) I'm suddenly tongue tied and am lost for words :/ Ok back to normal haha. I wish to say infinity times of thank you(s) to you though it's insufficient for me to express my gratitude to you. I sometimes ponder what happens if you hadn't been there for me sec 3 onwards, ... Mayhaps... Mishaps do happen! :O Please please please forget that jerk who has been jeopardizing your beautiful ride with his mindless actions. After hearing ___, truthfully, he certainly don't fit the bill, at all (though I'm in no position to judge). Kickin' aside melancholy, it's your birthday, stay optimsitic & lovely as me (like always), simple is pleasure ;D

"So in everything, do to others what you would have them to do for you"

2008-06-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

Darling, I grabbed this from YJ's flickr.

2008-06-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

I know I ought to be doing some work now but I've got fluctuating moods for stuffs so presently I'm not in the mist to work on anything. A trip back to school today for dearly beloved PW, it was a lonely bus journey. I had no company of melody, YJ mates to alight with me, no friends, ... literally anything.

There's always a flipside to things.

As time matures together with me, I value time to myself (it's just that, I haven't arrive at the juncture where I'll shop unaccompanied!:/ I feel it's, … peculiar). I'd be given a chance to, … r-e-f-l-e-c-t. I don't usually do that in the past (I thought it was redundant, but please I was damn wrong!). I was like telling Rongxuan, I'd fall asleep like a deceased log once I lie on my bed. The reason being, I don't lie on my bed when I'm not deadbeat. So yeah, that habit still hang about but I went in the midst for discovering alternatives (unknowingly actually). I love bus rides.

They'll be there

2008-06-10T21:06:00.004+08:00

We'll be friends forever yeah :)

Our very own Kungfu Panda :/

2008-06-08T21:50:00.004+08:00

Ordered by Tong Yen to do this:

If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be?
Do the same, an eye for an eye (makes the world go blind). No la, weep luh! With boxes of.. facial tissue and humongous paper basket.

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Make many of my dreams come true!

What will your dream wedding be like?
Play the loveliest, most melodious song ever..

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Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
More like i'm blinded by the future?

What's your ideal lover like?
Damn hawtxzsxzs like,... Brad Pitt, (kidding yo)

Do you have a person you wish you will be with now?
HAWHAW it's for me to know for you to find out zzz

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
(refer to previous post, same qn)

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Play by ear

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Relentless counting

Is being tagged fun?
Maybe?

How do you see yourself in ten years time?
(!!)

Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Friends

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Bitchy! Gossipy! HAHAHA
No luh, she's like the most kind-hearted person i've ever came across
But seriosuly, she's entertaining, fun-loving,..

Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
Single & rich

What's the first thing you do in the morning?
Snooze the alarm clock and go back to sleep!

Would you give all in a relationship?
No, depends.

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
Then make it algebraically!

-.-

I mean..

just like Chervonne,

find a 3rd person?

Wait till it happens.

What type of friends do you like?
You accept your friends for who they are.

If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
Yes back to where i was in primary school.

2008-06-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

My phone's damp with flithy water from the toilet bowl & i washed it under running tap! Ok i know this is absurd but apparently, it's dropped into the toilet bowl. Don't ask me how and why but i've got no idea what is it doing in the toilet in the first place!

2008-06-02T22:28:00.005+08:00

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
For as long as my heart does not flicker off. Yucks this sounds mushy, i'm just entertaining this question :D

2. What do you want to do now?
I heard alcohols drown pains & sorrows, even if it's for a moment or so.. Never do i wanna feel sober.

I want to stop contradicting myself.

I know sometimes i don't mean what i say. Like ___. HAHA.

3. What is the craziest thing you did for your crush?
I don't even remember doing anything for my crush? (Oh! HAHA. *secret*)

Maybe i did..

Bring him to the sand garage? Attack him gallantly with the finest sand with all my might, like i was on a quest for man hunt.. Hit him hard on the head instantaneously!

Alright i don't make sense.

IN MY DREAMS ANYWAY. HOHO.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Nah, i doubt so.

I thought they were greatest gifts from above?

But wait, i think it depends on who the person is :D Some, we might quarrel over trivial affairs & show immature temperaments, but still remained as friends, if not aquaintances..

Unless.. (Aww you should know the best, shouldn't you?)

5. Where do you wish to die?
HELLOOOO I DO NOT WISH TO DIE AND I DIDN'T EVEN TAKE TIME OFF TO PONDER OVER THIS QUESTION SO I STILL WOULDN'T DO IT FOR THE SAKE OF THIS QUESTION. THANK YOU.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Uhhuh, if not, what's after a storm? Sunshine yeah?!

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
It's ___ + ___ + ___ & more ___.

8. Is there something which you wished never happened? What is it?
Yes yes many tonnes of 'em. #1. Never have come to this JC.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
Sort of yes

sort of no,

it's bittery-sugary flavoured,

that's what is killing me the most.

I dread school but i yearn to attend school (?!)

Can i cry like a P1 kid,
whining away to my mommy,

to skip school?

It's damn absurd but that's what i'm feeling,

contradictory self within.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Haha i think there's no what ifs questions when you'd already know it's impossible.

But well,

....

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
Sleep,

eat,

talk/crap,

play,

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Self satisfaction

Truimphant

Insensitivity + Oversensitivity

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yeah i do they are really the ones who would walk me through the journey, outta the darkness

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
Mugging sessions,

no.

I'm. Not. Lying.

Rongxuan's birthday!

THIS SAT'S BBQ!:D

Tag 15 people, list them down at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
CHANGE: 14. What is the most dumb thing you've ever done?

Chervonne
Rongxuan
Joei

Edited

so she was sauntering & striding down the streets, feeling like a fool, when you haven't told her the truth

2008-05-31T17:24:00.009+08:00

There's gazillion of happenings, but seems like i'm oblivious where to kick start.

This was during the March vacations,

how in favour i was reminiscing it.

The choir conductor Mr Jason Ong, Mr Phua

OBS
'Never the process, always the results' was Chengho's tagline (by Cheewee).

My greatest gratitude to Zhenru, Keqin, Renzhi & Weekiat for the five days!:D & of course the rest of the people.. Not forgetting, Zippy Zappy (Zippylicious)! And she could make really tasty yummylicious apple crumble ;D

And hawhaw,
the second night we were being some barbaric beggars, swatting by the seaside, snatching dinner like some fugitives who haven't filled their empty stomachs for the ultimatez number of nights. What a taunting sight.

Besides that, i kept opening the pot cover every now and then when water's just put under the fire, that's for being impatient. Y'know, hungry man is angry man.

It was rather irritating to be unable to bathe. Like fancy you sleeping in tents without bathing? Ok, the thought really irks me now. All in all, it's the experience that matters, no? Hopefully that's the first & last.

Inverted high elements was such a thrill. You'd feel the sense of satisfaction upon reaching the summit. I had almost wanted to give up after sounding like a fire alarm plus i almost encountered leg cramps! Like zomg.

There's like infinity number of itching bites on my limbs.

They don't feel good,

neither do they look good.

I've a few blueblacks which are hideous.

I made new friends like Jeanette the superwoman,

& missy Xueer :]

Haha i was labelled as wash pot woman because the first night the 4 of us were walking in the pitching dark night, in hope of getting sand to scrub away those chao ta parts, staining the pot.

Kayaking almost took away my life; but i managed to survive. Thanks Addy & Teckseng for trying to encourage ZR & I. & lastly, thanks Eric!

The forth day was crap. So ZR, XE, MS, CW & i was in the store snoozing zz. Perhaps some people might feel angsty towards us at that point in time, but well what to do, it's over!

Managed to catch up a lil with Jon that day..

Jetty jump was really heav'nly :)

I just realized i'm seen as pessimistic in the eyes of others..

__ was outta sight for a few dayzx, hmm

Anyhow, last day was in anticipation :D Cleared up the store, designated clearing area - stretch of stores' corridor, bought a shirt, yadah yadah.

I waited for Tracy & Ryan at Punggol jetty to go for dinner. As quoted from Tracy, it's civilized food which people cooked for us, not that we have to do it ourselves -.- Thanks Wayne for the ride to MRT station!

OBS shopping

So much so for having these peektures, they were teasing me thru'out the walking journey to Bugis Junction. I actually misled 'em onto 980 which i thought could've brought us to the destination. And it turned out to be heading towards Geylang. To make matters worse, we were chasing after the bus for boarding ok and those banglahs were staring at us! Damn embarrassing :O

Hui came to meet up with ZR & I. We shopped around, with intention of searching for ZR's bag. Instead, Hui bought herself a shirt.

Till then.

2008-05-25T10:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

2008-05-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

I think you lack the need to prioritize, in any case i smell the foul odour of our decaying friendship.
I think i experienced indigestion after dining at Yoshinoya): Several abortive attempts to b-u-r-p. Eeks to mayonnaise
By the way, today was a good start!:D Having said that, I'm just crossing my fingers that GP block test wouldn't be as disastrous as I've imagined it to be. What to do, last minute work.
I cannot comprehend how they feel, I can't understand what I am doing in YJ

I'm so screwed.

recent angsty

2008-05-22T20:48:00.004+08:00

It's getting recalcitrant

It's inflating like a balloon

It's bursting like when i was busted with chilli sauce

It took me a ghast to recognise my dolly folly

Note to self: The rule of game is your cautiousness, watch out.

Same script different cast

2008-05-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

2008-05-18T12:10:00.018+08:00

Same house, OG, class, PW group, what's more? We're so fated.

Hey SHE & Addy! Hehe this is how chinese lessons are coming along when the teacher ain't in class.

Char, my love!

Addyyyy

Jas! :D

Gff's contracted some disease, ohno.

It's more like slacking to me (that's why she's my slacking partner hoho), never study with her (kidding >:/)

CATY, you were cursing my usb cable right? Make sure you don't save this peeeekturexsz. Blading during hols with OG 5 yeah! You have the honour, thankyouuuuu

Yellow bananas (Peirceans >:O)

Huina! A minute feeling tall

Our first picture together!

That Monday after school..

2008-05-14T04:49:00.004+08:00

Life zaps off like a fast forwarded TV show, too breathtaking that it can hardly take me away with time.

2008-05-11T13:56:00.013+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

5th May: Class photo taking, Mr See is uber adorableeeeeee who acts like one of us :] L sign for you. HAWHAW.

I need to catch up with primary school friends soon as i've lost touch with the few of 'em! Last outing was last year?! The only one i bump into is Wen at the bus stop, please there ain't time to update each other (I see her means ima be late-.-). Rejoice because Phona is coming back, on 5th June, till then, i can cont' to suffer from nostalgia.

S'posed to stayover at Wingyan's place tomorrow, but.. :( Bummer.

Past week was >:O + >:(.

I need possession of my own space
So that I can depict your face
In my under seizure mind
With all of the gusto embedded here

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Yan Shan, Yingying, Adeline!

Addy, Beiyu, Zhenru the CAL, Yingying :]

Sister forever!

Attempt #1

It's finally taken after a 3rd attempt! Jon bear & Miss flying cockroach!

Together with DJD (juz) & Anwar!

Current mood: Nostalgic

2008-05-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

"You brought this upon yourself, dumbbell"

What goes around comes around,

2008-05-07T21:03:00.005+08:00

Thumbs up for Doomsday though it was hella gruesome :] I s'pose it was a wrong day to catch a movie because i was hella lethargic (I was too caught up with Physics over the night for today's weekly test -> so bull AND caffeine wasn't of much help this time round) till the extent that i fell asleep during the first part of the show. Really can't help it as eyelids grew heavier and just shutted like an automated door. >:O

I bet i screwed the Physics SPA. The value was so offff and i think i really 'had the sense' that i didn't notice any errors.Looooook, urghhrr, it's only the first attempt! What about the rest? Aww, i'm on my way to retaining. >:(

Man, Thursdays are the worst schedule ever. Few consecutive hours of l-e-c-t-u-r-e-s before enjoying another half an hour break, grrrrrrrreeeat -.- What a deserving dreadful day, hohoho. I'm craving for champagne grape milkshake.... You know the bbt shop's blender at interchange is spoilt since 143661357 eons ago yet they didn't get it repaired! And so, no milkshake :( Backbone, please have a speedy recovery ok, best is by end of this week. >;)

I took you as a friend,

Yet you treated me like a fool.

Please don’t bawl your eyes out,

When everything ends with a cut.
So after years of amity,
What I get in return is anonymity.
There’s no turning back

Cus you know it was a wreck.

Distance metres kept me a rift away from you

2008-04-30T22:14:00.007+08:00

I like my spastic friends :]

This is our steamboat dinner a few weeks back.. Hoho.

Zomg backpain & didn't manage to do Napfa with the class on Monday during PE...:( Utterly has no idea whether i can make it to the 2.4 run 2 days later. The feeling is.....terrible + incorrigible because it's uber inconvenient and i can't bend down anytime like i used to..so yeah. Nor can i even do a single proper sit-up. I like mass PE anyway ;] I think i've irritated the shit outta Mr Sara cause i go "TYY, 105, no. 12" whenever i see him, HAHA and he tried to shun away from me by 'taking cover'! So cute... This is solely to show that i'm seriosuly keen in going OBS.

Thankfully it's a public holiday tomorrow!! Happy Labour Day darlings! Wheeeee.... The Golden Path on mobtv has been my bestest company these few dayz. By the way, i''m turning up for band concert this Saturday i guess...which means lesser time for tutorials, they need me :( There's Physics weekly test next week, bound to flunk it. Oh *yelping for h-e-l-p*.

Submission of GPP: 5th May 2008

AYE IM GOING OFF BYEBYEBYE!

75 words

Speedtest

I think...

2008-04-25T21:42:00.006+08:00

What a turbulent, tumultuous week, phew...can you imagine I actually managed to bypass it? Hoho. Ooh I can kiss goodbye to PI because we’ve already gotten it over and done with! :]

Craving: Starbucks Choco-Frappuccino. I'm so captivated by Iced Mocha (I don't use to slurp it down like I'm drinking Pokka Greentea) sold in school, reason being there are many wonderlicious it can do to you - stay awake during stirring tutorials, lessons... Tributes to caffeine :D

Ahhh I'm assigned to go for Adventure Camp, so...no OBS ): I know I sound dumb but I needa part with some sweetlings momentarily though I jolly well know they’ll be back for me.

2008-04-21T22:03:00.004+08:00

Maybe you wanna try this quiz out. It rulez. http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html

Something to be elated about: Mr Koh told me to have a nice day. Oh wow, shouldn't you people be jealous of me? Bad start for a week i guess especially when you have * and * and * and * happening to you in a shot. Avoidance.

I need a life. Rx! Let's go shopping like tomorrow? Haha. I mean whenever both of us are free ;]

2008-04-19T00:01:00.004+08:00

Yet again, i've had this vehement feeling to blog. This week was partially fulfulling with Zhenru the PubicHairRetard aka Hokkien Pok amusing me outrightly from the compound of YJ all the way till i alight the bus 853 (i bet some pedestrains saw me as insane), but you never knew all those feelings underneath the pockets of blanketed laughters, did you? I knew you never cared nor bothered - please ascertain me it's not true, though. >;( Oh ha save it man.

Call me a mean pok, i admit i was arguably mean to certain people. I'm not gonna make myself clear thus all i can say is sorry. (Call me biatch or what or throwing abrupt kids' tantrums but apologies i don't practice transparency) Trust me, that wouldn't happen again, yeah? Anyway, in case you don't know, things do happen for a specific reason. I no longer await Fridays. Binging shall not be thee alleviation

"Sometimes we build walls around ourselves, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." - Unknown; which i grabbed from Jolene's blog.

School has been about condemnably the same (more weary and dreadry) cept the phenomenon that everyone seems to have been sunken into immense workload. I'm not allowed to attend OBS >;( Like whalauehhh, now, nothing to look forward to..

Can i stay deeprooted in the extravaganza mansion & never wake up? Hoho.

Hurl the untraceable emotions out;

2008-04-12T14:30:00.013+08:00

I had reached the summit of my recent tormenting tolerance. Thank you and apologies to those who cared ;]

How i wish i was born to be in another ethnic group. Or just change my chinese class, will you? Thankyouverymuch. Anywayz, ordeals really give me an opportunity to see who's true and who's not. Weetwoots.

Scratches his/her fugly pimply face. See that patch of black green pubic hair? It's so coolzxs! Sexy right? I think the ordour wouldn't be that bad too.;]

So these were final pieces by Adeline & I. Haha i bet we awed you to the max rightXzS! Just admit that there's is a teeny weeny zitsy bit of art hormones in us. Btw, ADDY! We should like name this little wallow creature :] Juzt, you should like rest reeeally extremely ultra well and take care of yourself! Jazm, as friends, we should look out for each other and be there whether physically or mentally!

Remember, a lesson learnt: accept them for who they are.

The class was uberly pissed off by that dainty tutor of ours reason being, he didn't want to go through the test which many didn't do well. And to add fuel to the fire, he went 'Oh you don't have to memorize, it's just the CONCEPT' and 'I didn't even had to memorize when i was your age.' Like wth? -.- Something perked the class! It went like this..

Classmate: Teacher, how old are you?

Tutor: Oh, look at me, what do you think?

Classmate: You look like you're 30+ or 40+.

Tutor: *Held chin gayly* Huh!? You mean i looked old? No i'm still very young! *sticks sexy naughty pinky out*

*stares at him in bewilderment*

I always thought women were the sole sensitive ones who doesn't spill her age. Hurs.

I miss being ignorant and violent in the childhood daysxz.

I miss Peirce Secondary school and the batch of 1991 people.

I miss 2E1'05.

I miss the likelihood of being yelled at by Mdm Foong for motions at tortoise speed.

I miss Peircean Voices and JCRC.

I miss complaining and rambling how awful the canteen food was.

I miss long phone sessions till the wee hours in the morning with Rongxuan, Huihui, Wingyan etc.

I miss doodling on MeiTing's notes during Biology lessons.

I miss the PAE period.

I miss familiarity aplenty.

Hey people how was speech day? Urghrrr, i should've gone back instead of staying back in school. But it's okay since abnormality with ZhenRu is always hilarious! Ha, Fridays are a gift from above but the time table is intolerable. Good news, i grew taller! :] HAHAHA.

I can't wait for OBS!

Well well well, back to mountainous homeworks.

"Death ends a life, not a relationship."

2008-04-06T13:33:00.010+08:00

Global warming:

Threesome

Thank you for the sweet sugary date on 13th Feb! :D

Ophelia - we use the same phone model!

A year or so ago..

4E1'07

Antique 105'08 :]

Jasmineeee

'So how's tests?' It's extravagantly demoralizing. Apparent propaganda: 'Urgh should've gone to poly instead!' I attend school without it even starting, harbouring the thought of going home, also in the hope of embracing the weekends each day. Now the 'how i wish' comes into context. Hurs.

Ain't going on, seeya tata ciaos

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Your Type is
ESFP
Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
33 12 38 22

You are:
- moderately expressed extravert
- slightly expressed sensing personality
- moderately expressed feeling personality
- slightly expressed perceiving personality

Blatant school buzz

2008-03-31T00:31:00.004+08:00

It just came across my juicy mind that we had a OG5 dinner without Miss Ang Tong Yen (half the day was spent at Kinokuniya, how productive can it get!?!) & Choong the studious. It was at this 'Appetite Changing'? Oohwells, it didn't really start well with somewhat awkward silence at intervals, anyhows. Maybe we can go cycle/roller blading, have a sumptuous steamboat meal at Bugis instead of Marina Bay or having a share of the scorching sun, sand & docile sea at Sentosa would do too. It's accessible at the tip of your fingers

I hope 5th June would be back to childhood dayz with usual company.

Save me from this predicament before i get too engrossed with the anhydrous screen. Okay ima go enjoy the Monday blues.